Just a Rant: On Wedding Plans

Still can't sleep. Been busy in the past days feelin like i needed a long break where i could sleep, relax, enjoy, have fun, smile, laugh, think nothing and shout "stress lets break up!" I'm already used with my everyday routine: wake up, eat, work, sleep, repeat. On weekends, i just do household chores, sleep, watch movies or series and sometimes go out with friends but mostly i will just stay at home, rest and prepare myself for another challenging week.

Lately i've neen busy searching on the wedding plans. After work and during weekends i just browse the net and happily looking with a lots of inspiration and share it here. I have so many ideas in my mind. How i wish we could execute everything into reality. It's not that far but I'm hoping. Sometimes im feelin sad and frustrated. I don't know if it's only me (BTB: bride to be) who feels it. Maybe because i'm too far from home that's why i can't move forward and everything is still in drawing phase. Maybe we should not feel too excited? coz it will only make us expect. But being excited is just normal especially for girls. I think we can hope but don't expect. Another thing, the budget. Well, it will be base on what you and your partner agreed with. I know everyone wishes to have unlimited budget so everything will run smoothly because it's so frustrating when you badly want something then suddenly you have to choose for another option and then another option and another one and search an option again and in the end it's none of the above and everything you've ever wanted is on the "x" mode. You will feel the disappointment, frustration and stress.

The wedding is only a one day event, but that one day will happen only ONCE. No turning back. No repeat. No next time but the memories will last for a LIFETIME. It should be SPECIAL and MEMORABLE. It's not just an ordinary party day just for the sake of saying you already got hitched. But of course we should bear in our mind that marriage is important than the wedding. You know what i mean? I will hope and pray that the plan will be according to God's will and  everything will fall into place. I believe God will always provide. Soon, I'm ready for my big basket.